Cherry blossoms

I saw a beautiful cherry blossoms in the middle of walking.

May be not to be different this because flowering date of cherry blossoms is going to bloom 4/3 in Kobe. 

This one is too early, and full bloom is near.

I wonder if it’s …？

Book report "The sailor who fell from Grace with the sea" Yukio Mishiｍa

 I finished reading "The sailor who fell from Grace with the sea"

(Japanese title「午後の曳航」）

The reason why I started reading is because this novel was written by Yukio Mishima. We may have been able to become an adult. This story developmennt is  overwhelmed.

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I have an opinion in comparison with person from childhood. If I conflict of opinions with someone bscause of justice, I think that avoid unnecessary conflict.

But, as I become an adult, I started to get lonely such lifestyle of freedom. So I disscard  glory and justice, It doesn't feel pain and question an everyday occrrence. And, I decided to become an peaceful adult, insentitive and safe.

 

However, Ryuji and Noboru of the character have been living to believe this" glory and justice." Those creeds was the emotions that I've been save such as they chedrish from Ryuji standpoint as an adult, from Noboru standpoint as a child. As the story progresses, Ryuji abandon his dream and hope. And the scene get to savage. I thinnk so because harsh reality which means he become an adult is on the opposite sides on glory and justice. Noboru believe in his dream and hope for escape at odds with social. So end of the story, he will seek the theme and a reason to live.

    

 I'm in the middle of reading it, I try to project my story on his conflict. I don't want to give up like him. The characters of story are young mentally. Because they doesn't know the joy of living long time. It's just like this author's life. Yukio Mishima took his own life at the age of 45years old. I guess life is to pick up important things what was lost stages on my life. I think own mission and helpful for trust myself.